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Jack Bluefield
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
I'm a gender-confused biohazard, but ya'll can call me Jack Bluefield.

" If you're ever feeling down, just remember, I puked in a bowl of salad in the middle of Panera in front of my boyfriend. "

Androgynous by TGStamps Self Harm Survivor Stamp by TatsukiOtaku

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I'm so sorry I have not been able to get on here. But the real apology is for not even being able to release updates and I'm so sorry I have not started the contest yet.
And I'm so sorry I have yet to finish the art trades (they're in progress I swear they are all drawn out I just have to find the time to color them).
And I'm sorry about the kiriban. No one caught my 20,000 so the next is 40,000, I suppose.
Anyway, I really am sorry and I have been so ashamed to show my ugly mug out here without anything that I promised. But I know it may very well be a little while longer, so I figured I have to grow a pair and update you all anyway. I owe you guys that much.

My drive for art has been smothered by my REQUIREMENT to do art for school... Though my school art is coming so nicely, I have little to no free time for my own personal arts and that which I promised to others. I'm sorry for that.
I'm balancing a bunch of shit on my back between work, school, my friends, my family, my art, my commissioning and now the holidays... Not to mention, I have been getting small bouts of depression like I used to and have been feeling nothing but despair... I have been forcing myself to get out of the house and try to focus on real world things and be around people. On top of that, I became so stressed out a few weeks ago that I had a seizure and a panic attack. As a result, my vision has still been blotting out more than usual and I have constant moments of absolute nausea everyday since. My stress has never overtaken me like it has been recently and I am in no mood to throw myself back to the wolves and push myself over my limits again.
 I'm trying to do so much right now that personal art has been put on the back burner.

I did not want to venture down the "oh my personal life" road, but its come to that. My life is bit of a mess right now and I need some time to clean it up and whip my ass back into shape. I have been trying to better my art enough and am planning on turning it into a career after I graduate. And I know I will be unsuccessful without the ones who appreciate it, I.E. all of you who bothered to visit my page. I know damn well without all of you, my art is as lowly as this journal. And I am not fit to be a career artist if my watchers cannot even trust my upload schedule (which at the moment does not exist). And I want to change that.

Upon winter break, should I be off work for a decent enough amount of time, I'm going to pull everything together and upload all the art I have done until now, including the trades I have yet to complete in a huge bundle and set the contest I promised in motion.
And that is a promise one I have no intention of breaking.
Just give me the time for that. I will be back, and you will not be disappointed.

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Stressed Out - Twenty-One Pilots
  • Reading: Into the Wild
  • Watching: My temper
  • Playing: ACNL
  • Drinking: Seltzer

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VerlorenePrinzessin Featured By Owner 9 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I wanted to go back and reread your old Mephisto fan fictions but I found they were in storage... DX Is there a reason for that?

PS- Miss you! :c
Banasee Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you for the watch and fav!
Bluenight01 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch
PlatinaSena Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2015  Hobbyist
Thank you so much for the watch!!
It really means a lot!!
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